A state of being

suffering

Definition: misery resulting from affliction

I'm trying the best i can.

Time is moving really slow. I swear I got home at 6PM, and it is 9:36PM, yet it has felt like I've been here for full day.

Today is full of ups and downs. Sometimes I feel good and confident. At other times I feel as if in the depths of despair.

Breath in, breath out... I pray for peace in my heart. I want to be healed. Please, Lord, heal me. Please, Lord, heal me.